Oh yesterday was so good. I really enjoyed it. There were plans made, there was much giggling and it was totally random. Which I loved. Today has been horrible. I am growing more and more annoyed by this guy that I have to work with. He is one of the directors and he is responsible for the "quality assurance". But he's from the era where the boss was supposed to bark orders at people and demand things and shout at people. He's rude, obnoxious and driving me quite mad.
I am going to try and focus on the positive though. This guy is so not important enough to affect me and make me less happy. I have to think of all of the things that made me smile yesterday. All of the plans made for 2009. Sod him. Who cares about him? Just because he's a miserable little man doesn't mean that he can bring me down to his level! Hmmph! I shall use my stubborness here I think. I shall not be miserable because of some jumped up little twerp!!
Oooh, that was easy. I feel much better now!
In the meantime, I shall think about tomorrow. Busy myself because weekends without food are hard work. So I need to pick up my Ann Summers parcel from the Post Office in the morning, then I might have a wander around town for a little while. Do some window shopping! Buy a Barcelona guidebook and a Disneyland Resort Paris guidebook. For the trips to plan in March and December.
Then I can go home and have a clean up! Oooh, I could buy some paint for my room. Or the living room, that needs doing and I bet it burns up hundreds of calories!! Hmmm... more thought required me thinks. Then by the evening I shall be ready for a nice hot bath and a relaxing night in.
Hoping to go for a big long walk on Sunday. Can get my head straight and ready for the week ahead. Ooh I'm all excited for the weekend now. Right, so having now established that I can use this method of "making plans" when I am feeling a little pissed off/annoyed/stressed/upset. Hopefully I can use this as a little bit of a replacement for food. I used to just eat to make myself feel better before. But this makes me feel so much happier than that did. Because I have something to aim for. Perhaps today isn't totally horrible after all!!!
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