Day 107 - Friday, 2nd January 2009

Happy New Year! OMG it's 2009.

Well. Lets see. New Year did not go to plan. The plan was to be back on LL and behaving. Didn't happen. Not only did I eat, which was bad enough, but I also DRANK! And boy did I drink. Malibu and Pepsi Max to start with. Then punch and then. TEQUILA! Oh god the Tequila.

Ra Ra was trying to set me up with her friend, Alan. I ended up with Sam. Again.

I was eating cake of Ra Ra's bloke Wayne's fingers. Oh it was very very bad.

Anyhoo. Short story. Got like no sleep. Fell over on the twister mat cus it was wet and landed really badly. I have now hurt my legs, my ass, my back and my hip! Thankfully Alan did give me a massage which was very nice and helped some of the back pain, and warmed me up.

New Years Day, we went for a walk to the beach and down the pier. Really nice to get out and some fresh air. Plus a bit of excercise to kill off some of those calories taken in liquid form had to be good right!? But then we had "brunch". What was I thinking?

It's like I'm running in a big circle screaming "all is lost, all is lost, abandon ship, all is lost". I just need to slow down a bit, chill and start thinking about what I am doing for once. I had no idea that it would be this hard to get back on this diet. It is harder doing this than it was starting in the first place.

I feel like banging my head against the wall just to try and knock some sense into me. And now, now I am sitting here in absolute agony with a cold that I am pretty sure I would not have had I have stuck to the plan.

From now on there will be no slipping from the plan. Lets try and get on with 2009 and forget about that nasty business with the erm December Indescretions!