Ah, Monday. My absolute least favourite day of the week. Some mornings, expecially when it is so cold, I am so completely happy to stay snuggled up in my duvet. But alas, here I am in my little office enclosed by mountains of files as I have officially run out of storage in teeny weeny office.
My heater is on full blast, I am stuffed into thick fleece jacket and I am still very cold and I am seriously not happy that I have to eat my peanut bar cold. I have grown accustomed to it warm. When its a little bit gooey and it tastes far nicer and much less like sawdust. Not that I have ever eaten sawdust before!!!?!
However, even through all of this, I am getting through the water and I am feeling very optimistic now. I am resolute to the fact I am going to get bored with the water and the bars and eventually the shakes. I am going to really fancy that pizza that my lovely cousin left so openly in the oven. But I think at the moment I am content at plodding along on the diet until such time as I reach goal. I'll worry about the rest when I get there!
Hmm. . . I'm liking this new laid back approach to life. I wonder if I can continue it even when the rabble return to 229?? Doubtful. It'll return to stressville then I guess.
But then I thought that work what going to be horrendous today, but I have bee pleasantly surprised, yes it has been rough, and I had to shout at the director for getting pissy at me for no reason but he apologised to me so that got sorted. I just have this office to sort out and invoices to raise. Nice, easy, low stress jobs. And I've even worked in a 10 minute break for a bottle of water, couple of bites of peanut bar (I think it's going to take 3 hours to eat again!) and to do some much needed blogging!! We'll just have to wait and see what tomorrow brings. But for the moment I am very much enjoying the time I have to sit and really think about choices I have made in the past and what I want to change going forward. This weight issue, it's just the beginning. . .
My heater is on full blast, I am stuffed into thick fleece jacket and I am still very cold and I am seriously not happy that I have to eat my peanut bar cold. I have grown accustomed to it warm. When its a little bit gooey and it tastes far nicer and much less like sawdust. Not that I have ever eaten sawdust before!!!?!However, even through all of this, I am getting through the water and I am feeling very optimistic now. I am resolute to the fact I am going to get bored with the water and the bars and eventually the shakes. I am going to really fancy that pizza that my lovely cousin left so openly in the oven. But I think at the moment I am content at plodding along on the diet until such time as I reach goal. I'll worry about the rest when I get there!
Hmm. . . I'm liking this new laid back approach to life. I wonder if I can continue it even when the rabble return to 229?? Doubtful. It'll return to stressville then I guess.
But then I thought that work what going to be horrendous today, but I have bee pleasantly surprised, yes it has been rough, and I had to shout at the director for getting pissy at me for no reason but he apologised to me so that got sorted. I just have this office to sort out and invoices to raise. Nice, easy, low stress jobs. And I've even worked in a 10 minute break for a bottle of water, couple of bites of peanut bar (I think it's going to take 3 hours to eat again!) and to do some much needed blogging!! We'll just have to wait and see what tomorrow brings. But for the moment I am very much enjoying the time I have to sit and really think about choices I have made in the past and what I want to change going forward. This weight issue, it's just the beginning. . .
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