Day 51 - Friday, 7th November 2008

I am struggling today. I am feelign quite positive. I am making an effort with the water. But I feel so bloated. Honestly, I've only had a litre and a half and I feel like I'm a walking talking fishbowl! On top of that, I had a peanut bar for lunch, and it took me 3 and a half hours to eat it! I am just hoping that this is all because it is lady time. Speaking of which, I have not had lady pains like this since I was at school. Even the Panadol Extra only keeps it at bay for a little while. It's horrible. Why couldn't I be one of those ladies who go on LL and don't experience a time of the month moment for months!? Instead, it has to make me damn regular! Men don;t know how good they've got it sometimes. I remember someone once told me that a really bad period pain was about the same as when a man gets kicked in the meat and two veg, so to speak. You know, I really feel like going and kicking every man I encounter in the balls right now!!! Well, it would make me feel better.

This is odd. I have never ever been a very PMT type person, but looking back at how emotional I have been for the last week or so, I can so understand it now. Is this diet totally messing with my hormone levels?! Oh god, I can't be doing with the whole crying and getting depressed and pissy with everyone once every four weeks!! EEEK!

Well, I've got to go and see my councellor tonight as Daddy dearest forgot to take his cheque in for his foodpacks while he is on the cruise. And now he's gone off to Barbados today and muggins here has to go and take her some pennies. So while I am there, I might ask her if I am losing the plot completely, or if this is normal!?

Then I have a whole night of tidying and sorting to look forward to. I am slightly concerned that my whole plan this week has been to sort my house out by Sunday. But I found out today that the workers at the recycling place are all on strike. Which is jolly helpful. If they're not paying you enough, get another job that pays more! See, pissy, no reason. Damn you hormones!!!