I had soooo much sleep last night. I was in bed for 8pm. I was a vey tired bunny! I can't remember the last time I had an early night. It was nice last night though. My brother, still being very nice to me, took me to Tesco and bought me lots of pampery things and steered me away from the cakes! He then found some odd thing called "skinny water" which he bought for me because he says that's what LL is doing for me! Bless. He even cleaned up downstairs and bought a mop. I think finally, he might be starting to understand why I am so stressed all the time.
Plus I think I am having some kind of effect on him anyway. He joined a gym yesterday! Although he refuses to give up the beer. The fact that we now have one cupboard and the whole fridge devoted to Stella Artois is good proof of this.
In the meantime, I am currently having a little stress out at the thought of LL session tonight as I have to go through my time line. Basically, I had to write down all of the things that I remember as important through out my life. Then I have to decide where my weight was, was it high, medium or low, at that time. In thinking about this I have discovered some things. I have realised what the pivotal points were in my downward spiral. And as I actually think about it, I can link them all in. It's for the same reasons I can't be happy for my friends when they get involved in relationships and it's for the same reasons that I don't trust men.
But pin pointing it all to one stage of my life, really has put everything into perspective. I am now trying to work out (a) how I say all of that stuff out loud at class tonight, and (b) how I get over it. Perhaps the two maybe connected!?
Plus I think I am having some kind of effect on him anyway. He joined a gym yesterday! Although he refuses to give up the beer. The fact that we now have one cupboard and the whole fridge devoted to Stella Artois is good proof of this.
In the meantime, I am currently having a little stress out at the thought of LL session tonight as I have to go through my time line. Basically, I had to write down all of the things that I remember as important through out my life. Then I have to decide where my weight was, was it high, medium or low, at that time. In thinking about this I have discovered some things. I have realised what the pivotal points were in my downward spiral. And as I actually think about it, I can link them all in. It's for the same reasons I can't be happy for my friends when they get involved in relationships and it's for the same reasons that I don't trust men.
But pin pointing it all to one stage of my life, really has put everything into perspective. I am now trying to work out (a) how I say all of that stuff out loud at class tonight, and (b) how I get over it. Perhaps the two maybe connected!?
So, I've just got back from weigh in. Lost 3lb. Takes me over the 2 and a half stone mark. Can't really comprehend that I've lost that in 7 weeks. It's a little bit mad really.
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